The day you went away.. It was one of the days I cant forgive myself - Trying to fake a smile on my face.. Forcing myself to be happy..and now that you're happy, it hurts me most because I think this is the time for me now to forgive myself and go on since you finally let go of me.I know I may have been the most luckiest girl to have you and to be a part of your family.. As time goes by, I thought I'll be alright.. But I was wrong..I'm happy with my family and their happy for me aswell I've reached this far and helped them already a little bit the happiness fades away because the pain and empitiness I feel deep inside is overlapping me now that you're gone.. I do have questions in my head that I dont know where to search the answers.. ????
chill..
here you go again,tsikaie..heheh i missed you and your qualms about love and life. nagpahungaw ra man ka ani nga post noh? this has been ongoing for the longest time buh.. what you and your used-to-be-guy had has already ended. i think what's happening is half of you wants to let go and the other half doesnt. move forward ra gud beh. read books, shop at malls, eat, or better yet, go out on exclusive dates or pde sad group dates. in short, you have to keep yourself busy. these things wil not totally delete the guy out of your brain but this will help you think of him less. i know that this is not gonna be an easy task BUT this is the right thing to do. every sane person would tell you to do the same thing.happy ko na aware ka that the guy is already happy with what he has now. and since u r aware, this just means to say na gi-acknowledge nimo ang fact and this will eventually lead to acceptance. i wont tell you to be happy for him as well kay kaplastikan ra keu na.hehehe i know this is a cliche....but if kamo jud, your paths will just cross again. you might not be with each other now, but God willing, maybe kamo na sa future, di ba?hehehe imo shoutout pirmi sa fs kay cge hilak2x. katawa sad usahay! like this.... bwahahahahah!Ü
JA JA !
JA JA !